爱

爱。。。。。。。。



它可以用许多不同的方式出现。

有时，是刺猬，满身都是刺。如果不小心被它刺到，伤痕累累。

有时又像绒毛玩具，好想抱住它不放，永远紧紧地抱着。

有时，它又像杯温水。开始时是温情满满，后来变得有些冷却。

有时又像在煮开水一样，从凉到沸腾。

有时，像汪洋大海，永远摸不清它的低。

有时又像鱼池里的水，清澈透底。

爱。。。。。 它到底是何方神圣？
为何它能耍人耍到团团转？
为何它能让人那么地陶醉？
为何它能使人陷入它的漩涡里？

Yesterday & The Day Before

4月10日，2009年 （星期五）

昨天添了车油后，便到新明路那儿教补习。那的车龙长到不知像什么。大约因为是清明节的关系。进入停车场之前，驻扎在停车场外的Auntie还问我到底要到那里？回答了句“Tuition， Only one hour"。她抄下了我的车牌，便允许我进入。真无聊！可是，那也是没办法的。如果不阻止那些前来拜先辈们的香客在那停车场停车，那么住在那的居民可要叫苦连天了。

教完了那个补习，便前往另一个。补习到一半时，突然雷电交加，下起雨来。我好像立刻就到茶渊去。不知为什么，我喜欢在下雨时到茶渊去。可能是我能够隔着一道窗，看着外头的雨景。可能是那里有舒适的环境，能在下雨的吵闹声中给人一种平静。可是，补习只过了半个小时，还需过一个小时。是能等。。。还好，我相约朋友待会在那里讨论事情。

不过，当补习要结束时，朋友却发了个简讯：因为有朋友明天就要出国，所以今晚是送别会。我们明天再见吧！没有办法，我只好另改计划。打了个电话给妈，告诉她我会去接她下班。

送她回家后，到了理发院做护理。在那花了整整２个小时。那里的人，是多到．．．．．．．．．

过后，便和妈和弟到淡比尼吃晚餐。那个咖啡店是 Auntie Esther 介绍的。叫了阿叁鱼头，麦片虾和清炒芥兰。妈吃了鱼头，对它赞不决口，一直在说下次要叫爸带她来。还跟店员拿了名片。在车上还一直看着路标，以便下次容易指示爸怎么来。啊...... 快被她唠叨到不行.........


4月9日2009年 （星期四）

在国立教育学院上课到一半，收到简讯：I bought an Iphone!
天啊！为什么周围的朋友都买了Iphone？连“她”都买了。我去年刚换了手机，要停止和约的话，需付五百多元。嗨.... 因该会等该公司引进Iphone时才会买吧！不然，损失可大了。暂时，只好望梅止渴咯....

Friends

Enlighted by a Pri sch friend of mine who was discussing about this topic "isnt it hard to have good friends the older u get?"..............

As mentioned in his posting, we used to be friends with whoever we met. I remembered that we used to be friends with whoever is in our class. If i remembered correctly,the whole class (or rather the majority) used to rush to the carpark to play improvised baseball when the "All Hell Break Loose" bell rings. Regardless of who you are, all were invited to join. Of course, arguments and fights occur but all these vanished in a matter of hours.

Then, as we progress to Upper Pri, we start to decide who is our best friend. We have the "Best Best Friend", "Best Friend", "Friends" and "Not Friends". This reminded me of this particular actress who said ," 我们不是朋友，只是同事。" We start to have the "If you are friends with tht particular guy/girl, then i don friend you liao."

Then we progress to Sec where we find a new bunch of friends. Initially, we start to go out with the pri sch friends. But then, as we make new friends in Sec, we start to cringe at the idea of gg out with the pri sch friends. Outings with them becomes rare. In my instance, i think the last time i went out with the entire bunch of pri sch friends is in my Sec 2 days, when my pri sch form tr got married.

In Upper Secondary, we moved away from the "Best Best Friend", "Best Friend", "Friends" and "Not Friends" scenario.However, we get ourselves in clicks and built a wall around us. We moved around in groups and ,pre then often, reluctant to let any new friends join our group.

In JC, we again moved from our 'Sec Sch friends' to new found 'JC' friends. In 'JC',the 'grp' becomes even smaller and we only hang out in our grps.

As we move on to NS, we are supposedly ythe more matured bunch of friends. We hang out regularly and only on rare occasions that we get to meet up with 'sec and JC' friends.

After NS, i went to NIE whereby i met my own grp of click again. The 5 of us move tog like a gang and we seperated ourselves from the rest of the lecturemates.

In workplace, i also have my own clicks. More than often, we would get tog to makan and stuff. It became very hard for me to have a good interaction with others.

One colleague of mine actually described me as an 'Extrovert'. Buddy of mine actually decribed me as an 'Introvert'. Actually, it all depends on the company. If i feel safe and comfortable, i open up and talk non-stop. If i feel ucomfortable, I deemed my mouth as golden "嘴巴里有金".

As said in my friend's blog, it is actually not that difficult to have good friends the oder we get. It just that as we grow older, we tend to get more catious about friends, esp if we have some bad experiences. We tred carefully on the soil of friendship, careful of every chance that we step onto a landmine.

We move on so carefully that in the end, we try not to take any step unless necessary.

Yes, I did it again....

Yes, I think I did it once again.....

Wnt to buy other people's prez n end up buying for myself as well.....




It mus be the stress from my xx level....

Shopping

Wnt J8 to get Benedict a prez for his upcoming Bday. Gt him a watch and end up also buying myself 1 shirt and two polo T-shirt, heh heh...

But not bad la, gt Ah Mah to buy one more also and i gt a discount card, hahah....

我的战利品

OCBC Cycle Singapore

In my blog somet time ago, i mentioned that i am gg for this particular event.


After the event, while waiting for Auntie Tan, i went alone to watch the Kids preparing to start their 5Km community ride. So cute lo, the kids. All wearing helmets and mini size bikes.

Tried to take some pics of them but my fone couldnt capture them as they are too far away. Gave up. IN the end, find this person also quite cute, so took photo of him instead, haha....


My offical timing fort he 40km is 1:49:47:702 hrs. In a position of 180 placing among 302 people for people age group between 25 - 29. Slow right??? My aim is to get below 1.5 hrs for next year.

Heard rumours that someone planning to hold event to cycle the whole of Singapore. If they don have a short time limit to finish the whole thingy (cause i predict i need to take a super long time to finish), and its open to public, i would want to take part. Imagine cycle the whle of Singapore. How cool is that?

V Day (14 Feb 2009)

Of Course I celebrated this day with "her". Wnt to get flower before meeting her. Guess wat. I think the florist 敲诈 lor... This bouquet of flowers cost $69. Wat the....

Taken at the basement carpark. The overall pic of the bouquet.


A closer look


Since spend so much, must take a clearer look. So took these shots when i was at junction waiting for the red light to turn green...




When i met her, she was quite surprised to recieve this. But to my surprise. she also bought me this!



Nvr thought she would buy this. My impression of her is that she will always go for quality stuff that is of the affordable range. Tat time gt ask her wat she think of this brand. She said quite ex, though its dark choco. Just tat the branding make the prices soar. Den when she present this, she said she remembered that i liked dark choco... Heh heh...

AAt first wanted to go a Japanese Restaurant to eat. But since we didnt make any reservation, the onli seats they have left is those sit side by side one. She asked me whehter i want or not. Thinking its difficult to talk like tat, i said we find another one lor. In the end, we went to Outback Steakhouse. Ordered each a main course and shared a plate of fries. Very full lo though i think i ate most of the fries, haha... I found out that she doesnt like steak with red in the middle = she onli like well done steak. Haha.. She cant stand the feel of eating blood. Though she don mind me eating it, she say i ma chiam like vampire. Diaoz......