Wat the level of commitment and patience in teaching?
Is it just coming into the service with a passion and slowly losing it as time passes by ....
Monday, February 23
Sunday, February 22
Updates
Finish the cycle event finally. Took ard 2hrs to complete 40Km. Precise timing will only be out a few days later. I don know good or bad or average la. Jus take it as mu first timing n hope to improve on it the yrs following (if OCBC is still organising it).
Few miscelleanous things:
1)Bot Red Bull n Snickers yesterday night, hoping to eat it for breakfast. But then, today left the house forgetting all about it till wen i reach CTE. So my stomach was grumbling abt no food from the start till end of the race.
2)Debbie's Hubby gave me a lift to the event destination today. Thks! If not, i need spend more money to call cab to send me thr. (Debbie, if u r reading this, hlp me say thks to ur hubby again.) He even went all the way to my house gate to fetch me.
3)Esther and Family were a bit late today so we went to rent our bikes n stuff before the event starts. However, i couldnt locate them after debbie met up with esther. Had to make a few fone calls before i saw Benjamin waving his hands.
4)My event was supposed to start at 730am sharp. But due to the huge number, we were sent off in waves. I think we were in the last wave to get off.
5)People who went cycling with me know that i don wear helmet when i cycle. Today was the first time i wore helmet when i cycle. So was a bit uncomfortable, felt a bit suffocating. Dun know is it my head too big for the helmet or i jus not used to it. Think i need practise a few times with helmet before gg for this type of event. I had to stop at all three Aid Stations to take off my helemet for a while before i can carry on. All i can say is, the Aid station gave me a breather but i forgot to take the 100plus. (Shiew Ling, I failed in my mission to ask them to fill my water bag wif 100plus, haha...)
6)Aunty Tan says nxt year she jus wan to take part in the 20Km challenge instead of the 40Km. Aunty! How can? People upgrade leh, not downgrade. Nxt yr take part in the 40Km again la. Rmb how cool the jersey look instead of the red t-shirt? Nxt yr muz aim complete 40Km in a shorter time.
7)Debbie says she will bring her daughter nxt yr to take the child seat wen she cycle nxt yr. Think will be quite fun. Debbie ferrying her daughter....
Overall, the cycling was good. No major steep slope => Road quite even => Gd cycling. The long trip without any MP3 let me sort some things out. The feeling after u perspire, den go home n take a showere, feeling lagi shiok! Had a medal to show off!
Few miscelleanous things:
1)Bot Red Bull n Snickers yesterday night, hoping to eat it for breakfast. But then, today left the house forgetting all about it till wen i reach CTE. So my stomach was grumbling abt no food from the start till end of the race.
2)Debbie's Hubby gave me a lift to the event destination today. Thks! If not, i need spend more money to call cab to send me thr. (Debbie, if u r reading this, hlp me say thks to ur hubby again.) He even went all the way to my house gate to fetch me.
3)Esther and Family were a bit late today so we went to rent our bikes n stuff before the event starts. However, i couldnt locate them after debbie met up with esther. Had to make a few fone calls before i saw Benjamin waving his hands.
4)My event was supposed to start at 730am sharp. But due to the huge number, we were sent off in waves. I think we were in the last wave to get off.
5)People who went cycling with me know that i don wear helmet when i cycle. Today was the first time i wore helmet when i cycle. So was a bit uncomfortable, felt a bit suffocating. Dun know is it my head too big for the helmet or i jus not used to it. Think i need practise a few times with helmet before gg for this type of event. I had to stop at all three Aid Stations to take off my helemet for a while before i can carry on. All i can say is, the Aid station gave me a breather but i forgot to take the 100plus. (Shiew Ling, I failed in my mission to ask them to fill my water bag wif 100plus, haha...)
6)Aunty Tan says nxt year she jus wan to take part in the 20Km challenge instead of the 40Km. Aunty! How can? People upgrade leh, not downgrade. Nxt yr take part in the 40Km again la. Rmb how cool the jersey look instead of the red t-shirt? Nxt yr muz aim complete 40Km in a shorter time.
7)Debbie says she will bring her daughter nxt yr to take the child seat wen she cycle nxt yr. Think will be quite fun. Debbie ferrying her daughter....
Overall, the cycling was good. No major steep slope => Road quite even => Gd cycling. The long trip without any MP3 let me sort some things out. The feeling after u perspire, den go home n take a showere, feeling lagi shiok! Had a medal to show off!
Saturday, February 21
Counting Down
Tmr is the DAY liao... Either we make it or we break it!
Today didnt rmb to hydrate myself till now. Dun know CMI or not. Maybe tmr can get a free ride on the ambulance, heh heh.
Hope tmr can wake up in time => Dun oversleep.
Good luck to me. If i nvr go sch on mon, you know why.....
1) Butt too pain to walk
2) Suffering from Severe dehydration
3) Walking like a penguin
4) Too tired.
5) Hand to painful to even lift up
Today didnt rmb to hydrate myself till now. Dun know CMI or not. Maybe tmr can get a free ride on the ambulance, heh heh.
Hope tmr can wake up in time => Dun oversleep.
Good luck to me. If i nvr go sch on mon, you know why.....
1) Butt too pain to walk
2) Suffering from Severe dehydration
3) Walking like a penguin
4) Too tired.
5) Hand to painful to even lift up
Tuesday, February 17
OCBC Cycle Singapore
Gg to join this event this Sunday. Haiz... Normally i cycle at my own leisure... Now need cycle competively, or rather faster so as not to waste time, also don know can make it or not. Hopefully cn. Maybe i go home with my legs like jelly, haha... U know, jellyfish...
One objective of this event is to let me try sort out my thoughts. Feel very blur nowadays.......
Monday, February 16
Confused
Been more than a month since i blog. Something are clogging up my mind and i cant seem to flush them down the pipe.
Some will know tat i faced some prob in my work and tats not relating to the audience that i am facing. Its the interpersonal r/s tat i am talking to... I might appeared that i bo chap or wat but since coming into this company has placed some pressure on me.
I accept the fact tat pressure is inevitable in life. However, i am confused abt the kind of pressure tat i am having now. I am not sure whehter the pressure is self-inflicted or just given to me....
Thr this pax tat i really really cant tahan. Day in day out, I will see it and i cant seem to escape fr it, esp wen its of a higher being. Family and frens tell me tat if i survive it. it will make me a stronger person (mentally)... However, it remains a mystery whether i can fall thru all this.
Comtemplating to leave to a 'greener pasture'.
"TO LEAVE OR NOT TO LEAVE", that is the question.
The product is wat tats real impt. The yr before last i actually produce something but last yr i didnt produce as good results as i wanted. Given last yr production spike, this yr had more pressure. I am not sure whether its a real pressure or a "i assumed" kinda pressure. Expectation to rise up to occassion.
Confused....
Like toilet bowl choked up with toilet paper.
Some will know tat i faced some prob in my work and tats not relating to the audience that i am facing. Its the interpersonal r/s tat i am talking to... I might appeared that i bo chap or wat but since coming into this company has placed some pressure on me.
I accept the fact tat pressure is inevitable in life. However, i am confused abt the kind of pressure tat i am having now. I am not sure whehter the pressure is self-inflicted or just given to me....
Thr this pax tat i really really cant tahan. Day in day out, I will see it and i cant seem to escape fr it, esp wen its of a higher being. Family and frens tell me tat if i survive it. it will make me a stronger person (mentally)... However, it remains a mystery whether i can fall thru all this.
Comtemplating to leave to a 'greener pasture'.
"TO LEAVE OR NOT TO LEAVE", that is the question.
The product is wat tats real impt. The yr before last i actually produce something but last yr i didnt produce as good results as i wanted. Given last yr production spike, this yr had more pressure. I am not sure whether its a real pressure or a "i assumed" kinda pressure. Expectation to rise up to occassion.
Confused....
Like toilet bowl choked up with toilet paper.
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