Sunday, July 26

Random post

1) Saw the glimpse of hope again... Shall go all out

2) Wnt for a second round of YEP Leaders meet up yesterday night. Quite a few people turned up, all 8 of us. Aaron who suggested Parkway Parade was the latest lo, turning up at 9.30.... Wah, so super early.

Anyway, we met at 7pm and chat all the way up to 1245am. The discussion was cool with everyone sharing their own expeditions and points of view. In the end, we ended up wanting to prepare a overseas expedition to Chiangmai on our own, without the subsidy of YEP in Dec next yr. Everyone, or rather the 8 of us, are quite excited about the thought. We plan to stat canvassing in Jan all the way till Dec. Then should be able to cash in on all those celebrations and stuff. Then plan to do a week stint in Chiangmai, then do R&R on our own. But of course, the canvassing will only be to the people in CHiangmai and not during our R&R time.



Shared a bit on our past experience as well. Learnt a bit here and there = better management for my team.

Actually was quite worried about the ,Myanmar trip. T&K just couldnt find enough members in their team. They only got 7 people who are interested and out of which, two are alr ex YEP participants. Hopefully they can get more people as words got out.

Sent J&Y home after our long long gathering. Was chatting with Y when we realised that we probably are the only one grp who is so siao on abt YEP, as in always meeting up to chit chat. Hahah... But i believe its fate. I mean how many times do you get people who only meet up a few days (four days spread over 2weeks) to gel tog even though its after the course. Quite lucky to get a grp of friends like tat....

Monday, July 20

Confused




I more i think, the more pek chek i get.

1)The matter of time... Oportunity knocks at the door sub-conciously... If you don grab hold of the chance, it might just pass ur side like tat.

2)The matter of Love... when i tell H wat is my plan, he actually ask me whether i really know wat is L ? Maybe i more hard-hearted than him but i think i should really set a timeline. I don wish to be the trail behind the gown. I was really irritated and angry vwhen i heard that question! Damn pissed in fact. I think i cn better control my emotions now. Can actually brush that question aside and pretend nothing has happen. Maybe tat is the pwr of office. I think L can be interpretated in many ways, jus tat diff pple interpret in diff ways. Waht u think might not be wat other think. By not thinking your way, it doesnt mean others don know wat is it.... Wanted to probe on the matter somemore today but decide against it. He have enuff probs alr bahz.... Wat for to argue over trival matters like tat.... Oh, WTH... now as i think abt it, the more irritated and pissed i get....

3)What should i do now? I really gt no idea.... How come these things can bother me.... Maybe go snake better...

Confused............ Confused............... Confused...................