Went out with my buddy yesterday night. Though its only been like a few weeks since i last chat with him, its seems like a long long time. These few weeks had been quite depressing. However, after the long chat with him last night, i feel so carefree now.
I kept having the idea that my friends are in the wrong. However, how come it never appear to me i might be in the wrong too? Anyway, i juz wan to put everything behind me. I wan to start afresh. What for place a burden on ourselves when it can just be flushed away with a laugh?
Felt so fortunate that God place my buddy in my life.
14 Feb is drawing near. What will be the result?
Friday, January 26
Monday, January 22
Starting a new year
Jus went out with a few friends last night. Had quite a lot to think about. Realise that i am, in fact, quite immature.
Who stated that friendship needs us to go all out? Even "hi-bye" friends are under the category of friends. Somone actually said to me:" Friends don lasts forever, especially working friends" How true is that?
Someone i considered to be quite closed to me actually backfired on me. I was so shocked to see his email. Never would i thought that he would actually send this email. I felt so hurt and troubled. Does this incident serves as a warning to me that the world is not what it seems to be? Does the phrase "Friends are friends forever" cease to exist?
Even i cant find my buddy out to talk anymore. Yes, true. I have quite a substantial number of friends but how many can i actually talk to? Does friends really come and go?
Hiaz... I've got to grow up. No more childish thoughts of friends forever. Friends might be just passin clouds. Once u pass this phrase of life, they might cease to exist.
Jus live each day as it is.
Who stated that friendship needs us to go all out? Even "hi-bye" friends are under the category of friends. Somone actually said to me:" Friends don lasts forever, especially working friends" How true is that?
Someone i considered to be quite closed to me actually backfired on me. I was so shocked to see his email. Never would i thought that he would actually send this email. I felt so hurt and troubled. Does this incident serves as a warning to me that the world is not what it seems to be? Does the phrase "Friends are friends forever" cease to exist?
Even i cant find my buddy out to talk anymore. Yes, true. I have quite a substantial number of friends but how many can i actually talk to? Does friends really come and go?
Hiaz... I've got to grow up. No more childish thoughts of friends forever. Friends might be just passin clouds. Once u pass this phrase of life, they might cease to exist.
Jus live each day as it is.
New Year
2006 has been very depressing for me. Stress from religion, friends, GF and other stuff... Almost went into depression again. Luckily, with the help of friends, i was able to pick myself up again.
2007 will be a year where i will have to look at everything positively. I just went to look at some of my friends' blog. I realise that i have been a very negative person. Need to add in more colour and be more vibrant in my life.
Jus met "someone" during my visit to ZL in the hospital on sat. Seeing her just make the passion in me burn even more. I don know why the passion in me burn.. I have spent nights trying to forget but the feeling jus won go away. I kept hinting her but its either she is avoiding me or she juz don get the hint. 14 Feb will be the day where i most prob get the answer from her. Hopefully, it will be the answer i want the most. If its nt, then hopefully we can still be friends. God, pls help me! You say You will give to however ask of You. God, i now ask of you, Please let her say the corrct answer that she really want to say.
2007 will be a year where i will have to look at everything positively. I just went to look at some of my friends' blog. I realise that i have been a very negative person. Need to add in more colour and be more vibrant in my life.
Jus met "someone" during my visit to ZL in the hospital on sat. Seeing her just make the passion in me burn even more. I don know why the passion in me burn.. I have spent nights trying to forget but the feeling jus won go away. I kept hinting her but its either she is avoiding me or she juz don get the hint. 14 Feb will be the day where i most prob get the answer from her. Hopefully, it will be the answer i want the most. If its nt, then hopefully we can still be friends. God, pls help me! You say You will give to however ask of You. God, i now ask of you, Please let her say the corrct answer that she really want to say.
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