My thoughts

(X and Y were in a relationship for a few days. More than half a year ago, they went on their seperate ways. Today, they met each other in a cafe, with Z and other friends. X found out that Y's BF was there too.)

X: Z, why didnt you tell me that Y gt bf liao?
Y: X, when are you going to stop running away from reality?
U look like a loser if u juz wan run away.
X: Hmmmm... Yah hor. Really like loser.
Me thinks: X, you mean you never thought about this prob before? You mean if Z nvr tell you this straight in the face, you will run away forever. You mean you nvr think wat are you r going to do in the future if you work wif her in the future?


(X arrive at cafe together with X's friend. X's friend saw Y's current bf.)
X's friend to X: Its her (Y) lose that she nvr treasure you. Y's bf face really cannot make it.
Me thinks abt X's friend: If you really treat X as your friend, please ask him to face up to reality. After a few months, you are still "comforting" him? Why are you trying to get his ego so big again. I think you should jus ask him to forget and move on instead of saying negative points abt Y's bf.

(X,Z are in the cafe with others.)
X: Z,when are we moving on to MOS or somewhere else? (Z told X most prob they will be going to clubbing beforehand.)
Z: Don know lehz. See when the others want to move lor.
X (10mins ltr):Hey, so how? When wan to go off?
Z: Don know lehz... Don know they wan go makan or not. Wait lor.
X (10min ltr): So when are we going?
Me thinks: Why are you so eager to go clubbing? Z told you might be gg to clubbing, its nt even a promise. Why are you constantly asking Z when to go off? Are you running away from something or are you desperate?


(X, Y, Y's bf and quite a few others were outside the cafe. X was standing quite a few metres away from Y. X kept looking at Y and Y's bf. Y's bf was wrapping his arms ard Y. X kept looking at them, or rather her, till he notice someone was observing him.)
Me thinks about X: Since you agree to face up to reality, please face it up straight then. You mean after so many months and you are still clinging on. Not telling you to be flirtious but you should really let go. If you really love her, let her find her happiness. Don cling on forever. Face it up and life moves on.)


(X, Y and Z with the others are gg to move on to another place. Me and a few others who are not joining hav cars who are willing to ferry them to the nxt destination.
X's friend, who is driving a car and gg to the nxt destination jus drive off with Z, without asking whether anyone needs a ride.)
Me thinks abt X's friend: Why couldnt u jus be a gentleman and ask if anyone wans a ride from you in stead of picking up Z and jus drove off as fast as you could? Even if Y needs a ride from you, please be gentlemen enough to offer her naf her bf a ride since you are gg off asap? If you really wan to help X over this matter, you shldnt be acting tis way. You are alr so old but i think that ur maturity is not there yet.

J: All of us shld move on. After we fall, we should pick up our emotions and move on in life. Life is short and we shouldnt make it any shorter.
Me thinks: Life is short and we shldnt make it any shorter, this sentence is so politically correct. But how many of us can really pick up our emotions and move on with life? For me, i know i cant do it till now (abt 1 matter). But i am trying very hard.

(All characters are fictionous.)

One of my friend change a lot after a few months. I don know what is wrong but i jus hav a feeling i don like his attitude and behaviour and his thinking anymore. He jus changed a lot and I think that his maturity seems to drop drastically. Not that i am pretending to be very mature but i seriously think that he needs to think abt his recent attitude and behaviour.

Went out with a grp of friends today. Felt quite distant from them. Felt like a total stranger when they talk abt things i don understand. Why is this so?

Father, i know that You are way wiser than any of us. Your ways that we cannot comprehend. Lead us, guide us to the correct path we shld take. Do not lead us to temptation and deliver us from our sins. Amen!